Good evening fellas,
Just your reminder this week we'll be reviewing Student of Life p319-327.
Sometimes, we may feel we still have some legs under us as far as the drink goes. This weekend I accompanied my girlfriend to a bar in San Pedro for her department's after-hours work party and Ohhhhhhh Mmmaaaaaaaaaan!! They had some drinks I'd never heard of and now they've got these portable beer fountains they bring straight to your table!!
Thank god I've made a decision to turn my will life, my thoughts and my life over to the care of God as I understood him... As I was looking around at all these 20-something year olds with bright shiny faces, whoopin' & hollerin' and have a helluva a good ol' time... Instead of feeling like a martyr for not drinking, which I used to do, I remembered and -- more importantly today -- believe in what the book says on page 30: "The idea that somehow, someday he will control and enjoy his drinking is the GREAT OBSESSION of every abnormal drinker." That night, I really had to really get down on my knees and thank god for another day of sobriety.
What I've come to believe in is that the only bottom I will EVER have to worry about is my own. There were no trophies to be had from digging just a little longer and we've all tried to dig a little longer than we should. As the fellow in this story puts it "You hit bottom when you stop digging." (p325)
Thank god I've made a decision to turn my will life, my thoughts and my life over to the care of God as I understood him... As I was looking around at all these 20-something year olds with bright shiny faces, whoopin' & hollerin' and have a helluva a good ol' time... Instead of feeling like a martyr for not drinking, which I used to do, I remembered and -- more importantly today -- believe in what the book says on page 30: "The idea that somehow, someday he will control and enjoy his drinking is the GREAT OBSESSION of every abnormal drinker." That night, I really had to really get down on my knees and thank god for another day of sobriety.
What I've come to believe in is that the only bottom I will EVER have to worry about is my own. There were no trophies to be had from digging just a little longer and we've all tried to dig a little longer than we should. As the fellow in this story puts it "You hit bottom when you stop digging." (p325)
Good night folks, see you Wednesday!
David t.
2015 Meeting Dates
11/26/14 Speaker Meeting <Roy M>
-->Reading: Being Sober and Becoming Happy
01/28/15 Speaker Meeting <Steve W.>
02/25/15 Speaker Meeting <Gerard P>
03/25/15 Speaker Meeting <Mark D.>
--> Reading: A New Pair of Glasses by Chuck C.
04/29/15 Speaker Meeting <Russ W.>
05/27/15 Speaker Meeting <Omar P.>
06/24/15 Speaker Meeting <Ricardo A.>
07/29/15 Speaker Meeting <Adam S.>06/24/15 Speaker Meeting <Ricardo A.>
--> Reading: Personal Stories back of Big Book of AA <--
08/26/15 Speaker Meeting <Kevin M.>
09/30/15 Speaker Meeting <Fred D.>
10/28/15 Speaker Meeting <Owen A.>
10/28/15 Speaker Meeting <Owen A.>
11/25/15 Speaker Meeting <Roy M.>
12/02/15 My Chance to Live p309-318
12/09/15 Student of Life p319-327
12/16/15 Crossing the River of Denial p328-337
12/23/15 Because I'm an Alcoholic p338-348
12/30/15 Speaker Meeting1/06/16 It might Have Been Worse p348-358
1/13/16 Tightrope p359-368
1/20/16 Flooded with Feeling p369-374
1/27/16 Speaker Meeting
2/03/16 Winner Takes All p375-381
2/10/16 Me an Alcoholic? p382-387
2/17/16 The Perpetual Quest p388-397
2/24/16 Speaker Meeting
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